Day 14

Today I blog from my phone because I really don't want to give up blogging everyday even though again I failed.

So today I finally after 6 long somewhat miserable years, hours, invested in studying, hundreds of flash cards later I graduate from college. I made it. Today at 6 I will be wearing my cap and gown waiting to hear my name called and walk across the stage to get my not diploma. Yup that's right our school emails them. But hey ill get a cool diploma folder case thing.

I'm so excited to no longer be in school and not have to stree over exams and or paper. Both of which I'm terrible at.

Now I just have to venture out into the real world and fine a big girl job! Yay! Oh the funn I'll be having with that. I'm child psych person so I'll need luck finding a job.

I've been really unexcited to walk but its important to my family so don't tell them but I'm excited to make them happy and go through with walking. I'll post pictures tomorrow!

Have a wonderful day

Dannielle

Day 11

Me in ten words 
 Harder then it looks.
 
Empathetic

Shy
 
*you can't see me!*
Creative

Imaginative
 
compassionate

curvacious

sympathetic

Feisty

loving  

 *Morning spend with my bestie Ashley detracting our selves with make up. SO much to play with!!_



Persistent

This is me and I try to be the best I can. Can't we all just be friends?

Looking forward to tomorrow. 

Dannielle    

Day 10.

Most Embarrassing moment. 

Alright so as a part of blogging everyday of may my favorite blogger Jenni came up with great subjects to talk about. Today is embarrassing stories and while I have lots. I will give the most embarrassing one I have to offer. Lets start with it is not pretty. 

Well my brother told me once that he had a bad case of shy bladder and could not pee in public places. After he told me of this shyness I developed a shy bladder as well.

Well my Senior of high school I was with my four friends. Dom, cam, Kate (Doms sister) and Brie. Now in our hometown there Is NOTHING at all to do after 7, often we drive aimlessly around town in the middle of the night.

Now before we left I felt like I should use the bathroom my momma always said to "make two drops." Buttt I passed.

So we are driving around I can tell I HAVE to goo!!! Man I should not have drank sooo much damn water that day. Everyone said to pee outside in a bush. But my shy badder was in effect. Not to mention I have a big crush one of the guys, So f my life right now!

Welll I could not do the bush thing and Its about an hour and half into my pain, and we are dropping  my crush off. I asked to use his bathroom and the jerk refused. Said he didn't want to wake his parents. So I was SOL. OH and he lives 15 minutes away from her house. maybe even longer. I really can't take it anymore. But I am doing my best to make it home.

Minutes like 2 or 3 minutes and I cannot take it anymore. I could not handle it.Ran OUT OF STRENGTH!  I was screaming to her to pull over of course she hesitates because its kind of public but by this point its happening. I have started peeing. She finally pulls over I struggle with the door get out of the car. Hear her brother screaming and I have just given up. No point in stopping now. No point in trying to make it clean. 

I HAD PEED MY PANTS!! thank The lord she had leather seats.
I still remember her bother screaming "it Smells!" the whole way back. 

Ending statement I got over the shy bladder right after THAT.

Yup so there it is. its gross but Oh my god so embarrassing and sooooo funny to remember now. 

All our friends found out that week including my crush. 

Alright viewers let me know your thoughts be honest if I was too reveling. 

Thanks 
Dannielle      
    

Day 9

I have officially failed blogging everyday. I still somehow hope to make these days up.

Let me tell you it is difficult to blog when you have limited access to a computer. Here I am blogging from my phone and it just doesn't feel the same.

The last few days have been crazy. Tuesday I was home all day but had no compter. That was kind of boring. Although I did get to gether with an old friend which was nice. Wednesday was my birthday and I did birthdays. Its was really nice I got to see IRON MAN 3!!! Best movie. Oh my god sooo awesome. Everyone must go see.

Today was a fun day as well and gorged on all you can eat sushi! So yummy! I went with my non sister but like a sister. (I see her brother) she is the best and I already love her like sister! We had so much fun and laughed a lot.

Funny story. Well were looking at her sisters insagram and Rachel brought up she was waiting to find her sister wearing an old coat that was her. Rachel was convinced jess(her sister) took it. Well I made her describe it andddd welll low and behold I have had the coat the wholeeeeeee time. Since october 24th 2011 I have had it. Hahaaha it was so hilaroussss. She had so much anger toward her sister because she thought she stole it. Welp nope I had it. That night I was going to halloween party and the coat was given to me and it ended up at my house never really thought twice.

Now I shall return the coatt aand nextttt winter she can finally wear it. She was so relieved. But gosh so funny!

So tomorrow I will be back with more I promis!
Dannielle 

Day 6

Today I went a different way with my post. My computer is broken so I have been using my moms. But she needed it for work. So I took a calendar notebook I am not really using and just wrote on it. I wrote days to share and little notes.

Here are my thoughts while sitting on a crate spending time with my love.

Good Luck my friends In reading these. I hope this is actually readable and you enjoy the creative this of Mad Mondays Post. 

Till Tomorrow my Friends. 

Dannielle

Day 5

Day 5-My joy for reading took over. Originally this was going to be about my OCD behavior and how I must finish everything I start. However, that shall wait till tomorrow. Ladies and Gents today's post...
                                                            Reading
This may sound weird BUTTT I am the type of person who loves to visualize. I love to play every detail out. So often when I'm reading a book I must be able to have a visual of what is happen and what each character looks like. It is a MUST. If I do not do this or stop doing it, I'll catch myself and go "what the F is going on here?" I will reread paragraphs and sentences over and over again until I have it correctly visualized to my liking. I love playing the book in my head. I love  coming up with my own idea of each character.
I read The Lucky One by Nicolas Sparks LOVE HIM! Well I did this after it came to theater. I originally wasn't sure how I felt about the movie and I love to read first then watch. Therefore I passed on seeing it.
 
Until one day low and be hold, while thrift shopping I found the book. It was an original first edition copy. I thought I must buy you and for a dollar HELL YA! I opened the book and fell in LOVE. It was amazing. Everything was new  beautiful and my own vision. Except for Zak Efron I knew he was the main character before hand so there wasn't much for me to imagine as I knew he was playing the roll of Logan.
 
The book had a lot of meaning and deep emotions throughout. I really felt connected to the characters and their experiences throughout. I was able to really see life differently too after reading it. I felt I really needed to take a step back and rethink every stupid thing I over think or get upset about. People are fighting in a war and I am upset because there isn't much to eat in my house or its too hot. Well that is nothing compared to what our Soldiers go through. I must say hands down top favorite book. I recommend it to anyone and everyone!
 
Reading is tough though. I am slow and take my time because I want it to be perfect! PERFECT I tell you!! Harry Potter is yes the greatest of all books. One of the first books I really got into and just embraced. I love magic and the idea that there are really wizards and witches out there.  So naturally I took my dear sweet time with these books. I never wanted it to end. I wanted to hold on  to every word and character for as long as humanly possible. So while everyone finished the 7th book in hours I did not. I took a week because I wanted it to beautiful and not rushed.  Harry Potter should never be rushed. He should be enjoyed. Oh how I must go back and reread you Mr. Potter.

                                                                 *Books reading now*




Till tomorrow 
Dannielle 
 

True Friends

Day 4
    True friends

Recently I have learned a lot about friendships and what a real friend means. I have learned that friends are always friends. No matter what. No matter the distance or the time if its a real true friendship you will always be friends.
 
Although we like to believe our friends are always there for us when we need them most its not true and I have learned that is okay. It is okay for your best friends to move away and leave, make their own lives for themselves. It took time for me to understand this and accept that this is life. We can't always be there for each other.
 
Last year I went through a pretty bad break up and I felt extremely alone and unable to function most of the time.  None of my closes friends were around at the time. Some didn't even make that much of an effort to make sure I was really okay. I was resentful and mad but then over time I just realized they weren't trying to hurt me on purpose. Through communication and time invested I was able to speak with my friends and we all understood it wasn't meant to be selfish or hurtful.
 
To me a friend is someone who you can go months to years without seeing and still pick up the phone or or get a quick cup of coffee and bullshit like there was never any distance to begin with. 

This entry is for my great friend Caroline. Time never Changes what we are to each other.